18.

18.
I am legal now.

Still, I don't have that merry feeling that I used to have when April 10th comes.

All I do right now is pretend a smile, it's easier than explain when ppl ask "are you okay?" when I put that grumpy-sad face.

Because the truth is, I am not. And I can't explain my reasons either because there's a lot of things crumpled inside my head, and I don't know which one I should take care of first.

Hang on. Help is on the way.

"She comes off as strong, but maybe she fell asleep crying. She acts like nothing is wrong, but maybe she's just really good at lying."

Happy 18 dear Larasati Dewi Ayu Lestari :)