Dear Summer Boy,

Someone Like You by Adele

I heard that your settled down

That you found a girl and you're married now

I heard that your dreams came true

Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you

Old friend, why are you so shy?

It ain't like you to hold back or hide from the lie

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited

But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it

I hoped you'd see my face & that you'd be reminded

That for me, it isn't over

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you too

Don't forget me, I beg, I remember you said:-

"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"

Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah

You'd know how the time flies

Only yesterday was the time of our lives

We were born and raised in a summery haze

Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited

But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it

I hoped you'd see my face & that you'd be reminded

That for me, it isn't over yet

Nothing compares, no worries or cares

Regrets and mistakes they're memories made

Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you too

Don't forget me, I beg, I remembered you said:

"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"

By posting this lyric it's not that I haven't moved on. I moved on. Well, I became close with one guy, but separated with somewhat distance and it ain't easy to deal with that. By the way, I know that you found someone that much more better than me and I try to fully understand my position where I don't belong a single thing anymore in your life. I realize that I can't have everything back, but never mind, I'll find someone like you. Not specifically like you, but someone to share memories, silly things, and to give me that remarkable feelings called 'love', just like you did.

Throughout everything we've done and all of the years that have passed, we spilled a little bit of ourselves into each other and watched as we became the person that we are now. We've reminisced and forgotten, only to remember again and as the next few years go by, we'll cherish the moment we had. Just so you know, I'm so proud of you, of your achievement, the moment I knew that you got accepted in your dream faculty, I don't even know how to say, I just want to cry, reminisced the time when you told me you want to be a doctor back then in my house.

Someone I once had no emotions for, now has the veto-power to break my hearts. Once, you were just a stranger that I met on my first year of highschool and by God's plan you became one of the most important person in my life, and by God's plan too, you left me. Until that phrase 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working into it's way into my hearts. It's a soul-hurts. Did you ever love someone so much? I did. I look at you and I see my world, my hopes, my expectations, my dreams in a place in your chest. You look at me too but you see nothing.

I wish you the all the best, for your education, for your recent relationship with her, I wish nothing but the best for you. But all I want to say here is, no one could ever replaced you, and I know, even she is much more better than me, no one could ever replaced me too. To be honest, I envy her. Because she can be the girl that you want. Because she's too good that you can forget me easily when I still have those love you gave me lingers on me. Because she can be the person that knows about you, daily. Because of everything that she's able to and I am not able to.

Our love is like a summer, once it was so warm, give you the feelings that charm you, but as time goes by, it turns to autumn, a point where we get to know each other too fondly, that apparently bring us to winter, the point where arguments are something that we couldn't help anymore. And maybe, the point where you get bored and finally didn't feel the warmth of summer anymore. But the memories of summer will always being a part of me, and you will be always be my summer boy.

This probably will be my last post about you. You'll be having a good time with your new life, your education thingy, with her and will total-forget about me eventually, but note this, I will never forget about you. I am sorry if my presence bother you. You are infinite in me.

Sincerely,

your summer girl :)

P.S: please, please if you see this, read this, understand this, understand what I'm trying to say to you. Google translate if it's necessary. I beg you, please read :`